so if you are reading this. i can't believe she called. you should just clear things up with her. then she messaged. i'm sorry, she's totally irritating me. so you see why you no longer get any replies to your messages. i deleted your number off my phone, and i deleted your contact off my msn. and if she starts her nonsense again, i'm not going to be nice. so do us a favour, either shut her up or leave me alone. i don't miss you. i don't. wow. she makes me know more about you and you make alan some kind of greek god. loll. you're pathetic.
so the boyfriend ruins the day again but makes it up. always. somehow. it was brill just holding hands walking down the never ending lane. just somehow so comforting. and talking about the past like nothing ever happened. i felt a load of weight totally lifted. i saw amos yesterday and i didn't feel anything. just a few random reminiscing thoughts but truly, i felt happy though, i was with alan. (: and it was such a beautiful feeling. what touched me most i suppose was his wondering if i were okay. so to the nesh: nah, don't think it'll ever happen.
yu've the purest soul.
so to everyone out there, i'm sorry to say, we (alan and i) are not anywhere close to breaking up. (: ask back after christmas or so eys.
okay. so had a 4 hour 'boating' session with the girls. lovelies. was awesome being back in the sea. and uncle jeffery gave us jobs. (: wonderful. all the gossiping and stuff. wonder if in five years time we might just be meetin same place. whatever it is, i'll always remember how these people touched my boating experience and made it more than just a CCA.
met the freaks. nothing's changed. they're all the same fabulous sexy group. totally soaking, indulging in the frankness. (: bussed with gen and just happened to be conversing about certain stuff. i mean you learn and you teach right. guess i learnt this time. it's interesting the different perspectives i get back.
above all, i get the best dinner every with my family. it ain't the food, was just the people. i never knew what a family i had. but after that night, i can conclude they're the best. and i felt love for the first time. love at home. among us all. i'm very happy; i'm very proud of my family. (: i love all of you eys.
so just to say, that i'm really glad these 4 days after prelims have been really fruitful -- catching up with all these sincerely genuine people. and shopping to my limits too. so now i'm exhausted. but every inch happy and loved. (:
so again, no matter what. ilyu,mtyweb. and i promise yu i'll be there for yu.
